I am thankful for a father who watches horror movies with me and taught me how to build a computer from scratch.
I am thankful for a mother who loves sushi as much as I do and who taught me how to make chocoloate chip pecan cookies.
I am thankful for a sister who protected me from bullies as a child and who geeks out about comic books.
I am thankful for Robert and Jay and Shaun.
I am thankful for Zero and Maduin and Jean and Nessa and Reach and everyone who I've met since opening up this blog.
I am thankful that light exists even in the chaos of an unraveling life.
See you at the end of the tracks, zero. And don't worry. I'll have a creme soda with me like I promised.
Boarding's starting. See you then.
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Thursday, November 25, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Frost
Getting cooler here. Summer's over now for sure. Fall. ...The 26th isn't that far away now. Wonder what I'll be doing that day. Probably the same thing as always: studying about CPUs and overclocking and virtual memory.
And two men will be in the air, flying on borrowed wings away from a threat that has no face and a name I won't speak. It exists. I believe what Robert and Shaun and Jay (God rest his soul) said. It exists. The thing in the suit that has no face.
And will It come to one of us, I wonder? It's stalking the guys. Who's to say It won't start pursuing one of the commentators next? ...Bah. I shouldn't think about that. Cross that bridge when and if it comes to that. If It comes to that.
...This is why I don't stay up late. Now you know.
And two men will be in the air, flying on borrowed wings away from a threat that has no face and a name I won't speak. It exists. I believe what Robert and Shaun and Jay (God rest his soul) said. It exists. The thing in the suit that has no face.
And will It come to one of us, I wonder? It's stalking the guys. Who's to say It won't start pursuing one of the commentators next? ...Bah. I shouldn't think about that. Cross that bridge when and if it comes to that. If It comes to that.
...This is why I don't stay up late. Now you know.
Friday, October 8, 2010
Bloom
God damn it. Jay.
Jay.
You son of a bitch. Are you satisfied yet? All those people, all this misery. What do you want? Well? Answer if you can, whatever you are. Explain this!
Shouldn't be so angry. I know I shouldn't be asking these questions. That's just daring It to show up and terrify the crap out of me.
But It took Jay. It took him and It might take Zeke and Robert and Shaun and Damsel and...
I'm worried.
Jay.
You son of a bitch. Are you satisfied yet? All those people, all this misery. What do you want? Well? Answer if you can, whatever you are. Explain this!
Shouldn't be so angry. I know I shouldn't be asking these questions. That's just daring It to show up and terrify the crap out of me.
But It took Jay. It took him and It might take Zeke and Robert and Shaun and Damsel and...
I'm worried.
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